Living in Envy

It's been nearly a week and a half. I still can't believe they did it. My sister and her family have moved back to Hawaii! I spoke to her yesterday and there was a sound of relief and lightness in her tone; it was as if she were smiling through the phone. I am so envious of her...happy, but envious. I could "hear" such a huge change in my sister's voice. She kept saying, "I'm so glad to be home." It made me even more homesick. I wanted to jump on the next plane out of here. I wanted to just shed everything that's holding me here and head on home to Hawaii. **sigh**